How Many Times Did I Ask?

1................... 2.................... 3.................... 4..................... 5.................... 6......................... 7....................... 8................. 9..................... 10.................... 11..................... 12.....................
don't know, lose count already.

Who am I to you?
Who am I to try forcing you have a date with you? But you are the one.......... Argh, never mind.
Who am I to try ask you to be together with me?
Who am I to bother you every minit second of my life and your life?
Who am I? A boyfriend? A best friend? A good friend? A normal friend? A familiar stranger.
In fact I'm nobody. NOBODY!!!!!!!!

I don't care if you all reader saw just ranting ranting and ranting. It's my blog remember. I will write what I feel like writing. Hmph.