My Heart melts whenever she smile

Saturday 18 July 2009

I'm A bad influence

I have. . . (a point for each one)

1. smoked.
2. consumed alcohol.
3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
5. kissed someone of the same sex.
6. had sex.
7. had someone in your room other than family.
8. watched porn.
9. bought porn.
10. tried drugs.
#MY TOTAL:
6

1. taken painkillers.
2. taken someone else's prescription medicine.
3. lied to your parents.
4. lied to a friend.
5. snuck out of the house.
6. done something illegal.
7. felt hurt.
8. hurt someone.
9. wished someone to die.
10. seen someone die.
#MY TOTAL:
6

1. missed curfew.
2. stayed out all night.
3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
4. been to a therapist.
5. received a ticket.
6. been to rehab
7. dyed your hair.
8. been in an accident.
9. been to a club.
10. been to a bar
#MY TOTAL:
4

1. been to a wild party.
2. been to a Mardi Gras parade.
3. drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
4. had a spring break in Florida.
5. sniffed anything
6. wore black nail polish
7. wore arm bands.
8. wore t-shirts with band names.
9. listened to rap.
10. owned a 50 Cent CD.
#MY TOTAL:
2

1. dressed gothic
2. dressed girly.
3. dressed punk.
4. dressed grunge.
5. stole something.
6. been too drunk to remember anything.
7. blacked out.
8. fainted.
9. had a crush on a neighbor.
#MY TOTAL:
2

1. had a crush on a friend.
2. been to a concert.
3. dry-humped someone.
4. been called a slut.
5. called someone a slut.
6. installed speakers in your car.
7. broken a mirror.
8. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
9. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.
#MY TOTAL:
5

1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
2. seen an R-rated movie in theater.
3. cruised the mall.
4. skipped school.
5. had surgery.
6. had an injury.
7. gone to court.
8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
9. caught something on fire.
10. lied about your age.
#MY TOTAL: 6


1. owned/rented an apartment/house.
2. broke the law in the police's presence.
3. made out with someone who had a gf/bf
4. got in trouble with the police.
5. talked to a stranger.
6. hugged a stranger.
7. kissed a stranger.
8. rode in the car with a stranger.
9. been harassed.
10.been verbally harassed.
#MY TOTAL: 3


1. met face-to-face with someone you met online.
2. stayed online for 5+ hours straight.
3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
4. watched TV for 5 hours straight.
5. been to a fair.
6. been called a bad influence.
7. drink and drive.
8. prank-called someone.
9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
10. cheated on a test.
#MY TOTAL:
7

Grand Total: 41


If You Have Less Than 10.. write [im a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10.. write [im still a goody goody]
If You Have more Than 20..write [im average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [im a bad kid]
If You have more than 40..write [im a very bad influence]
If You Have more than 50..write [im a horrible person]
If You Have more than 60..write [i should be in jail]
If You Have more than 70..Write [i should be dead]

Tuesday 16 June 2009

Went out wih meiyean....

I know it's been awhile since I've last update... haha....
it's all because of my own laziness lol.....
o well... at last I update xDDDDD
Last week went to Timesquare with Mei Yean...
Cus I promised her to belanje Krisper Kreme... hehe...
and I'm bored to death at home....
Morning went to jogging with my parents then went back to my father's factory to wait for the time to come haha.... and do some revision in the mean time... ^^
Reach her home around 11am.... thought she was still sleeping wakaka...
Mei Yean makan-ing donut lol....
Camwhore
Camwhore 2

Mei Yean in the car... don't she look cute ^^

Haha... i still haven got over my laziness so this post is pretty short hehe...
at least I update right??? xDDDD

Wednesday 3 June 2009

New Moon Trailer ^^



So exciting ^^

Saturday 30 May 2009

Holiday Yay!!!

3 weeks holiday has just started.
Exam after holiday.
Have to start studying. =)

Saturday 16 May 2009

Sunday 3 May 2009

Krisper Kreme


Went to the Krisper Kreme with Tristan, Felicia, Ithrana, William, Che Wei..... xDDDDYummy Doughnut =)
Everyone is fighthing for the donut haha....
Ugly me eating xDDDD
Tristan
Felicia Tan (look abit emo lol)
The Original's
Mouth Watering

Tuesday 28 April 2009

I Feel Sick

Had headache wholeday
after playing badminton with Bryan and Che Wei, feel very heaty...
I think i got fever... =D

Though I been seeing her a lot lesser this days,
but I still feel pain in my chest whenever I saw her,
the only thing I can do is to laugh my pain away in front of her,
I don't have any place in her eye apparently.



Sunday 12 April 2009

UCSI (bbq night no pic lol...)


Yesterday before went to church, go UCSI to lend my New Moon and Eclispe....
I send to her some more haha (gentleman ma)
UCSI campus quite nice lol....
never really been in there before....
Mei Yean and her fren, Jessica... wan to visit the medic and nurse department...
To be honest the place give me creeps hehe.....

Mei Yean camwhoring haha...

Taken in my church.... Quite a rare sight.... =)

After the girls finish in UCSI....
drove them back home then go church....

Jalan Alor

We are at Jalan Alor ^^
Economic student, yours truly's classmate.... 2nd pic
Soya + cincau = Michael Jackson XD
The Girls
This is what we came for.... muaHAha...
Fish Head Minhun...
That place was so pack.... lol.....
Just got back in time for Econs class....
Ironic isn't it....

Lazy Update XP

Tuesday 7 April 2009

Photography

Today don't have Pre-U meeting...
Have to wait till 3.30pm for photography club meeting...
At least it's worth my my time... ^^
Learn bunch of things about DSLR lol....
Hopefully parents let me buy D40 (1.6k)

While waiting, we go do community service at Wisma Harapan (approximately 10 ppl)...
the worker there so rude... sigh....
after that go eat cendol with Yew Fong and Jo An.

Help a blind man get a taxi.... =)
Lazy to post pic tee hee...

Miss seeing HER today... She went home early today...
Will she miss me??? Don't think so haha...

Sunday 5 April 2009

Tagged By Audrey

Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, make it a total of 20 questions. Then tag 5 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.


People who I wanted to tag are;
-Darren (just do Audrey's one on my behalf)
-Katrina
-Lenna (same to u my dear)
-Hui Chiang
-Joash

1.Crazy stuff u did before.
-Speed to 190km/h on highway

2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
-Spend time with my frens and the one I love the most =P

3. If you are given a chance to reverse your life,will you back to the past ?
-Only a few particular moment that I think I can do better, but other than that... God gave and will give wonderful life

4. What would u do if u were to die tomorrow?
-Apologize to my parents all my wrongdoing, frens? cant bear to tell them... but I will always remember them, finally I wish to die in the arms of the girl I love...

5. Is there someone in your heart right now?
-yes, someone who still dunno my feeling towards her...


6. Do you feel loved in this world?
-Pretty much yea...


7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
-relationship with everyone I know in this world and of course someone who hold a place in heart: a girl and My Lord

8. What do you feel like doing right now?
-Hugging her and tell her I love her (won't happen in the near future haha)

9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
-Yes, after I knew enough about her, hopefully she will accept me...


10. List 5 things that u like in a guy/girl.
~Don't criticise my religion
~ Love me as who I am
~ Love her family
~ will share anything with me
~ Honest with me most of the time and good (no violence, smoking, drugs, drinking alcohol or other undesirable behaviours)

11. What are the requirements that you not wish from your other half?
-She do not view material condition too heavily


12. What do you think is your purpose in life?
-Follow God's Will and love someone meant for me


13.Do you feel like killing someone at the moment?
-Not at all...


14. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
-Cake (hopefully Secret Recipe)

15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
-Happy


16. What book are you currently reading?
-Breaking Dawn (just finish)


17. How would you show your love to your bf/gf?
-Be there by her side always... Put her before me...

18. Name one love song that you have in mind and why?
-Lo Que Soy (This is me) - Demi Lovato... I am who I am and wish the one I love will love me for who I am


19. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
-Always want to help everyone especially HER

20. Do you believe love at first sight?
-Yes, I experienced before

Thursday 2 April 2009

Backstabbed by A Friend

I knew something was wrong when I enter the college today...
Sigh...
Gone my chance of being with her.... Sulk....
I don't want to name him but you know who you are...

Wednesday 1 April 2009

BUSY BUSY !!!!!

Saturday 28 March 2009

Earth Hour

Remember to off all ur lights today....
less than 40 min away...

Friday 27 March 2009

Psychology Class LOL =D

Times flies when you're having fun.... ^^
yea, I'm having a lot of fun...

New timetable (lucky, not much change hehe)
Something we do before the psychology class ends lol.
This side we have the girl's drawing (nice leh) we only got 3min

This is the guy's draing... malunya... lol...

Felicia lol... ^^

Psychology teacher, Mr. Loo. He's 21 only. So young lol...

Camwhore the white board... =)

Stay tuned...
Go nite everyone...
My longing for a certain person I love in the past has the neutralise...
though it's feel a little little bitter sometime when i read/heard about her....
something I never thought I can get through in the near future...
Someone I met in college...
finally understand what they mean by... the best way to forget someone is to love someone elso...
OMG! I'm starting to talk nonsense...
Nite guys... sweet dream my dear that salvage me from the mist of depression... =D... though you may not realise it...

Wednesday 25 March 2009

I wanna buy A new cam ^^

hope parent let me use my money buy haha lol....

Sunday 22 March 2009

People don't notice anything others had done for them unless they are in love with that person...
Why that person is not me.... sigh...

time to sleep...
good nite to the person I love the most in this universe...
even though ur heart doesnt belong to me...
I Love You....

Alone

Purity once had a name,
And beauty once had a face.
Life once had a meaning,
And once I was safe.
Once there was freedom,
And once I could laugh.
Happiness once was alive,
And once I had another half.
Once I shared her love,
Once I was by her side,
Once I felt I fitted,
So quickly that died.
Her grace so great,
Her beauty so vast,
All I ever wanted,
Was for it to last.
Fate maybe had another plan,
Or maybe she had another love,
But it all fell apart,
The hand too big for the glove.
Now it's all died away,
Happiness, joy, love; all memories.
Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world,
With no light to guide my way.

Torture Day 3

Been deprived of sleep this week... 4 hour a day isn't really enough for me...
Reach college as usual... wow the monorail sure are cold in the morning...
Some game plan by the student council... I lazy to explain the game's rule but....
I'm willing to tell the punishment hehe...

Punishment>>>>>>>
First, they had a girl put a toothpaste on her face for an hour...
Second, 2 guys brush each other teeth.. lucky i didn kena...
Third, wear saree and catwalk (guys only)
Fourth, poll dancing (gosh, i wonder why they like poll dancing so much...

Later at 12.30pm, all hell(water) break loose...

Let's have a photo or two shall we...This is Felicia haha ^^ u are soaking wet lolxD

Me

Afterward are CF... really fun....

Next day...
Kids carnival in MGS....
For underprivileged student...

Friday 20 March 2009

I Really Dunno What Should I Do

Frustrated and Hurtful

Thursday 19 March 2009

Torture Day 2

A.K.A Pyjamas Day...
Dresscode : Pyjamas (we cheated.... most of us wear sports attire)
Venue: MCKL basketball court

Our Friend here is our "leader" in Pyjamas Day

Warm-up exercise for starter....
Then is group sketch... Group 1-4 we divided into...

Punishment>>>> belly dance.... not that horrible actually
Late Punishment >>>>> make-up for the whole day
The post is brief cus i'm pretty busy lol....
Will try to update more details... ^^

Wednesday 18 March 2009

One BOOK left.....

Do the senior think we are that stupid >>>>> 2 signature for finding each things (HELL NO!!!)
plus we have the find the item's owner.... We need study you know....

3 book of The Twilight Series is read and done.... btw I don't own the first book....
See who got Breaking Dawn... maybe Esther.... maybe I should ask her tomorrow.... haha....

POLL Dance MCKL Style


Poll Dance Pt 1



Poll Dance Pt 2

First thing I want to warn you all is try to turn down the volume....
Cus in the scene are 200+ i think there 300+ Pre-U student shouting/cheering at their highest pitch...
Second... they are lousy dancer man..... I won't blame you if you guys cant understand lol...
PUNISHMENT...
WE TAKE FUN SERIOUSLY

Torture Day 1

We are require to wear formal/traditional clothes/high school uniform....
Rain heavily, thought it wont stop...
The student council really want to torture us...
First, we have to march at the command....
Second, National anthem (no big deal i guess)
Third, "ikrar" (like those you used to say in high school assembly... but with name of all Student Council AJK... no reading from paper btw)

Punishment>late comer

PLKN trainee who "suppose" to be the discipline one is the last one to come apparently....
so they have to receive punishment PLKN style.... boy they are serious... guys you better do as they say tommorow...

No picture today... cus i was in alert stance.... duh.... two hand behind....

Await Torture Day 2 tomorrow.... =)

Tuesday 17 March 2009

I Will Have My College Post Soon

It's so fun and tired..... soon..... the post......

Like Jacob Black Can't Be With Bella Swan

For you I've change alot....
I have never want to care about someone so much in my life...
but you my dear... I willing to...
But I know you doesnt like me.... and treated me as a friend...
And now you've found someone you love...
You look happier than before... for that I'm glad that he came to your life...
If you ever read this my dear... I will wait... I dunno how long will I wait but I will.... trust me...
If you ever need someone to be your listener or anything... i'm willing to do so...
Just be as happy as you can...

I know this may seem like a emo post...... I dun mind....
I knew people who have the same situation will feel what I feel now....

Guys Nite Out

Everything double... double pork leg, double bak kut teh execpt the vega (we got 10 hungry guys lolx)
This what happen afterward.... so clean haha...
Youngster's favourite sports - Futsal

Went to JIC yesterday to meet with Eng Hoe, Eng Aun and their fren.
Then we go play Jalan Kuchai Lama play futsal... wow, that day sure r jam..
We ate Bak Kut teh at Connaught afterward =)

Like Jacob Black Can't Be With Bella Swan

For you I've change alot....
I have never want to care about someone so much in my life...
but you my dear... I willing to...
But I know you doesnt like me.... and treated me as a friend...
And now you've found someone you love...
You look happier than before... for that I'm glad that he came to your life...
If you ever read this my dear... I will wait... I dunno how long will I wait but I will.... trust me...
If you ever need someone to be your listener or anything... i'm willing to do so...
Just be as happy as you can...

I know this may seem like a emo post...... I dun mind....
I knew people who have the same situation will feel what I feel now....

Saturday 14 March 2009

Not Taylor.... Afterall.......

Sry guys....... to those I say I'm going to enrol in Taylor.......
It's not possible afterall..... It's too expensive for my family financial status....
will be going to Methodist College....... Their track record are as good as "branded" college....
and cheaper......... too bad I'm so poor.....

Friday 13 March 2009

Give Some Comment Regarding Below

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Thursday 12 March 2009

It's Still Stings

It's still hurt a bit to see someone you love/loved/whatever with another person....
After awhile, it's feels nothing but numbness...

As long she's happy is all I ask in return....

Have TO Post it Anyway.......

My SPM result is as below:
1 A1, 2A2, 3 B3, 3B4, 1 5C, 2 6C...........

A bit little dissapointed.......

Life goes on =)

Wednesday 11 March 2009

Isaac Making Me More Nervous Than Ever

So it's the crucial 12.5 hours before the SPM 2008 results are released.

Right now most of the SPM candidates will be pretty nervous, knowing that a big part of their future life depends upon those letters printed on that semi-transparent piece of paper issued by the Ministry of Education.

Amidst the tides of well-wishers and other encouragements, one can't help but to hope against hope that the results will be none other than the coveted straight 1A's. The obvious reason behind this hope is the years of drumming by parents and teachers and friends alike about the importance of obtaining good grades, if not excellent ones.

So, one would definitely hope for the best when he/she opens the results slip tomorrow morning.
(if the person has the guts to go early to face the facts)

The immediate reaction upon setting one's eyes upon one's grades could range from that of astonishment or pure joy to that of dismay and distress. Some, however, give those around them a know-it-already-cos-i-expected-it kind of look.

Those who practice good self-restraint would probably bestow a beaming smile to those around.

Those who are more expressive would pump their fists in the air and whoop or scream (in delight or disgust)

Still others may go on a high-fiving spree around the school office and staffroom and end up hugging the principal. (oh dear)

Then there'll be those who hang their heads and look like they're destined for the gallows.
Or they may burst into uncontrollable tears and wail in anguish.
Or they may choose to kick the bucket (extreme case - irrational thinking)

However, the results are actually waiting in the school office, just to be kept there until the appropriate time, which is about 12 hours and 19 minutes from now.
At least, that's what I hope.
I don't hope that the results will be delivered to the school by mail tomorrow morning because that will DEFINITELY cause delays.

And after what I've heard about the STPM results (dragged till 2 pm.. =.=). erm.. please.. NO.

And of course.. I have to congratulate all my friends who just received their STPM results yesterday upon their FANTASTIC performance. :D
*wishing them all the best of luck in their future undertakings*

Now back to tomorrow.
To be in school by 10, that is the aim.
Traffic jams beware.
12 hours and 12 minutes more.

(Copyright By Isaac Tay)

Tuesday 10 March 2009

2 more days till SPM result day

Sunday 8 March 2009

White Lie

I guess it is what it meant all the along/all the time.......
In the web below tips section......
I just deceive myself with illusion that I though would happen...... like in a fairytale.........

At first I don't believe what it say.... sigh.....
but............

Wikihow

Saturday 7 March 2009

Decided

Decided on something........
That I can't seem to get over with......
All I can do is wait........
I only can be me......

No use work up something that.....
something that you can't have......

Bukasai Fair

5th of March, UCSI's Bukasai Fair
I went to the wrong campus that day...
end up walking to the correct campus.....
The fair is a success....
Kinda feel like something you experienced in Japan.....
Went alone but luckily got Christal even though she have to work =)

Waterfall
















Taken during my trip to Gua Tempurung
I think waterfall is beautiful so took some of the pic.
Hope you guys like it =)

Friday 6 March 2009

Officially Jobless

Finally..... last day at work.....
now waiting for SPM result....
me so worry haha

Wednesday 4 March 2009

Countdown

Although it is not officially announce by the Ministry of Education. It is believe that SPM result for 2008 will be out at 12th of March.

OMG it's 10 days away......
Wish me luck to get good result ^^

Saturday 28 February 2009

Will update soon....

A bit lazy this days......
And don't feel like updating........
I will update as soon i feeling better ^^

Thursday 26 February 2009

I wish she know how i Felt

It really hurts that I can't spend every single day, hour, minute, second with you.
It's even worse when your heart was not point towards me.

Sigh..................

Feel like crying but the tears just won't come out.

Monday 23 February 2009

Look What I got Today ^^ My Passed Driving Test

Taken about 1oam. Was hot like hell and we are not allow to switch the air-con. Lucky it is morning. My leg was shaking and cold sweating. At least i got through it without any problem.



This is even longer. Need to wait 200 people. Starting, everyone is coming back late but about 1.30pm. "All hell breaks loose", not really la. Just that the examiner wanted to finish it in a hurry.