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I'm A bad influence

2009-07-18T20:40:00.003+08:00

I have. . . (a point for each one)

1. smoked.
2. consumed alcohol.
3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
5. kissed someone of the same sex.
6. had sex.
7. had someone in your room other than family.
8. watched porn.
9. bought porn.
10. tried drugs.
#MY TOTAL: 6

1. taken painkillers.
2. taken someone else's prescription medicine.
3. lied to your parents.
4. lied to a friend.
5. snuck out of the house.
6. done something illegal.
7. felt hurt.
8. hurt someone.
9. wished someone to die.
10. seen someone die.
#MY TOTAL: 6

1. missed curfew.
2. stayed out all night.
3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
4. been to a therapist.
5. received a ticket.
6. been to rehab
7. dyed your hair.
8. been in an accident.
9. been to a club.
10. been to a bar
#MY TOTAL: 4

1. been to a wild party.
2. been to a Mardi Gras parade.
3. drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
4. had a spring break in Florida.
5. sniffed anything
6. wore black nail polish
7. wore arm bands.
8. wore t-shirts with band names.
9. listened to rap.
10. owned a 50 Cent CD.
#MY TOTAL: 2

1. dressed gothic
2. dressed girly.
3. dressed punk.
4. dressed grunge.
5. stole something.
6. been too drunk to remember anything.
7. blacked out.
8. fainted.
9. had a crush on a neighbor.
#MY TOTAL: 2

1. had a crush on a friend.
2. been to a concert.
3. dry-humped someone.
4. been called a slut.
5. called someone a slut.
6. installed speakers in your car.
7. broken a mirror.
8. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
9. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.
#MY TOTAL: 5

1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
2. seen an R-rated movie in theater.
3. cruised the mall.
4. skipped school.
5. had surgery.
6. had an injury.
7. gone to court.
8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
9. caught something on fire.
10. lied about your age.
#MY TOTAL: 6

1. owned/rented an apartment/house.
2. broke the law in the police's presence.
3. made out with someone who had a gf/bf
4. got in trouble with the police.
5. talked to a stranger.
6. hugged a stranger.
7. kissed a stranger.
8. rode in the car with a stranger.
9. been harassed.
10.been verbally harassed.
#MY TOTAL: 3

1. met face-to-face with someone you met online.
2. stayed online for 5+ hours straight.
3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
4. watched TV for 5 hours straight.
5. been to a fair.
6. been called a bad influence.
7. drink and drive.
8. prank-called someone.
9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
10. cheated on a test.
#MY TOTAL: 7

Grand Total: 41

If You Have Less Than 10.. write [im a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10.. write [im still a goody goody]
If You Have more Than 20..write [im average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [im a bad kid]
If You have more than 40..write [im a very bad influence]
If You Have more than 50..write [im a horrible person]
If You Have more than 60..write [i should be in jail]
If You Have more than 70..Write [i should be dead]

Went out wih meiyean....

2009-06-16T10:48:00.002+08:00

I know it's been awhile since I've last update... haha....

it's all because of my own laziness lol.....

o well... at last I update xDDDDD

Last week went to Timesquare with Mei Yean...

Cus I promised her to belanje Krisper Kreme... hehe...

and I'm bored to death at home....

Morning went to jogging with my parents then went back to my father's factory to wait for the time to come haha.... and do some revision in the mean time... ^^

Reach her home around 11am.... thought she was still sleeping wakaka...

Mei Yean makan-ing donut lol....

Camwhore

Camwhore 2

Mei Yean in the car... don't she look cute ^^

Haha... i still haven got over my laziness so this post is pretty short hehe...

at least I update right??? xDDDD

New Moon Trailer ^^

2009-06-03T20:04:00.001+08:00

So exciting ^^

Holiday Yay!!!

2009-05-30T21:40:00.000+08:00

3 weeks holiday has just started.
Exam after holiday.
Have to start studying. =)

Will update soon....

2009-05-16T07:28:00.001+08:00

Krisper Kreme

2009-05-03T20:32:00.003+08:00

Went to the Krisper Kreme with Tristan, Felicia, Ithrana, William, Che Wei..... xDDDDYummy Doughnut =)

Everyone is fighthing for the donut haha....

Ugly me eating xDDDD

Tristan

Felicia Tan (look abit emo lol)

The Original's

Mouth Watering

I Feel Sick

2009-04-28T20:33:00.002+08:00

Had headache wholeday
after playing badminton with Bryan and Che Wei, feel very heaty...
I think i got fever... =D

Though I been seeing her a lot lesser this days,
but I still feel pain in my chest whenever I saw her,
the only thing I can do is to laugh my pain away in front of her,
I don't have any place in her eye apparently.

Anyone want to watch Too Fast Too Furious 4??? company needed =)

2009-04-18T11:50:00.001+08:00

UCSI (bbq night no pic lol...)

2009-04-12T18:14:00.003+08:00

Yesterday before went to church, go UCSI to lend my New Moon and Eclispe....
I send to her some more haha (gentleman ma)
UCSI campus quite nice lol....
never really been in there before....
Mei Yean and her fren, Jessica... wan to visit the medic and nurse department...
To be honest the place give me creeps hehe.....

Mei Yean camwhoring haha...

Taken in my church.... Quite a rare sight.... =)

After the girls finish in UCSI....
drove them back home then go church....

Jalan Alor

2009-04-12T18:05:00.002+08:00

We are at Jalan Alor ^^
Economic student, yours truly's classmate.... 2nd pic

Soya + cincau = Michael Jackson XD

The Girls

This is what we came for.... muaHAha...
Fish Head Minhun...

That place was so pack.... lol.....
Just got back in time for Econs class....
Ironic isn't it....

Lazy Update XP

2009-04-12T13:30:00.000+08:00

Photography

2009-04-07T20:08:00.002+08:00

Today don't have Pre-U meeting...
Have to wait till 3.30pm for photography club meeting...
At least it's worth my my time... ^^
Learn bunch of things about DSLR lol....
Hopefully parents let me buy D40 (1.6k)

While waiting, we go do community service at Wisma Harapan (approximately 10 ppl)...
the worker there so rude... sigh....
after that go eat cendol with Yew Fong and Jo An.

Help a blind man get a taxi.... =)
Lazy to post pic tee hee...

Miss seeing HER today... She went home early today...
Will she miss me??? Don't think so haha...

Tagged By Audrey

2009-04-05T19:30:00.002+08:00

Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, make it a total of 20 questions. Then tag 5 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

People who I wanted to tag are;
-Darren (just do Audrey's one on my behalf)
-Katrina
-Lenna (same to u my dear)
-Hui Chiang
-Joash

1.Crazy stuff u did before.
-Speed to 190km/h on highway

2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
-Spend time with my frens and the one I love the most =P

3. If you are given a chance to reverse your life,will you back to the past ?
-Only a few particular moment that I think I can do better, but other than that... God gave and will give wonderful life

4. What would u do if u were to die tomorrow?
-Apologize to my parents all my wrongdoing, frens? cant bear to tell them... but I will always remember them, finally I wish to die in the arms of the girl I love...

5. Is there someone in your heart right now?
-yes, someone who still dunno my feeling towards her...

6. Do you feel loved in this world?
-Pretty much yea...

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
-relationship with everyone I know in this world and of course someone who hold a place in heart: a girl and My Lord

8. What do you feel like doing right now?
-Hugging her and tell her I love her (won't happen in the near future haha)

9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
-Yes, after I knew enough about her, hopefully she will accept me...

10. List 5 things that u like in a guy/girl.
~Don't criticise my religion
~ Love me as who I am
~ Love her family
~ will share anything with me
~ Honest with me most of the time and good (no violence, smoking, drugs, drinking alcohol or other undesirable behaviours)

11. What are the requirements that you not wish from your other half?
-She do not view material condition too heavily

12. What do you think is your purpose in life?
-Follow God's Will and love someone meant for me

13.Do you feel like killing someone at the moment?
-Not at all...

14. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
-Cake (hopefully Secret Recipe)

15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
-Happy

16. What book are you currently reading?
-Breaking Dawn (just finish)

17. How would you show your love to your bf/gf?
-Be there by her side always... Put her before me...

18. Name one love song that you have in mind and why?
-Lo Que Soy (This is me) - Demi Lovato... I am who I am and wish the one I love will love me for who I am

19. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
-Always want to help everyone especially HER

20. Do you believe love at first sight?
-Yes, I experienced before

Backstabbed by A Friend

2009-04-02T23:07:00.002+08:00

I knew something was wrong when I enter the college today...
Sigh...
Gone my chance of being with her.... Sulk....
I don't want to name him but you know who you are...

BUSY BUSY !!!!!

2009-04-01T18:25:00.001+08:00

Earth Hour

2009-03-28T19:53:00.002+08:00

Remember to off all ur lights today....
less than 40 min away...

Psychology Class LOL =D

2009-03-27T23:48:00.004+08:00

Times flies when you're having fun.... ^^
yea, I'm having a lot of fun...

New timetable (lucky, not much change hehe)

Something we do before the psychology class ends lol.
This side we have the girl's drawing (nice leh) we only got 3min

This is the guy's draing... malunya... lol...

Felicia lol... ^^

Psychology teacher, Mr. Loo. He's 21 only. So young lol...

Camwhore the white board... =)

Stay tuned...
Go nite everyone...
My longing for a certain person I love in the past has the neutralise...
though it's feel a little little bitter sometime when i read/heard about her....
something I never thought I can get through in the near future...
Someone I met in college...
finally understand what they mean by... the best way to forget someone is to love someone elso...
OMG! I'm starting to talk nonsense...
Nite guys... sweet dream my dear that salvage me from the mist of depression... =D... though you may not realise it...

I wanna buy A new cam ^^

2009-03-25T17:11:00.001+08:00

hope parent let me use my money buy haha lol....

2009-03-22T23:32:00.002+08:00

People don't notice anything others had done for them unless they are in love with that person...
Why that person is not me.... sigh...

time to sleep...
good nite to the person I love the most in this universe...
even though ur heart doesnt belong to me...
I Love You....

Alone

2009-03-22T11:03:00.001+08:00

Purity once had a name,
And beauty once had a face.
Life once had a meaning,
And once I was safe.
Once there was freedom,
And once I could laugh.
Happiness once was alive,
And once I had another half.
Once I shared her love,
Once I was by her side,
Once I felt I fitted,
So quickly that died.
Her grace so great,
Her beauty so vast,
All I ever wanted,
Was for it to last.
Fate maybe had another plan,
Or maybe she had another love,
But it all fell apart,
The hand too big for the glove.
Now it's all died away,
Happiness, joy, love; all memories.
Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world,
With no light to guide my way.

Torture Day 3

2009-03-22T00:37:00.004+08:00

Been deprived of sleep this week... 4 hour a day isn't really enough for me...
Reach college as usual... wow the monorail sure are cold in the morning...
Some game plan by the student council... I lazy to explain the game's rule but....
I'm willing to tell the punishment hehe...

Punishment>>>>>>>
First, they had a girl put a toothpaste on her face for an hour...
Second, 2 guys brush each other teeth.. lucky i didn kena...
Third, wear saree and catwalk (guys only)
Fourth, poll dancing (gosh, i wonder why they like poll dancing so much...

Later at 12.30pm, all hell(water) break loose...

Let's have a photo or two shall we...This is Felicia haha ^^ u are soaking wet lolxD

Afterward are CF... really fun....

Next day...
Kids carnival in MGS....
For underprivileged student...

I Really Dunno What Should I Do

2009-03-20T23:30:00.001+08:00

Frustrated and Hurtful

Torture Day 2

2009-03-19T23:18:00.003+08:00

A.K.A Pyjamas Day...
Dresscode : Pyjamas (we cheated.... most of us wear sports attire)
Venue: MCKL basketball court

Our Friend here is our "leader" in Pyjamas Day

Warm-up exercise for starter....
Then is group sketch... Group 1-4 we divided into...

Punishment>>>> belly dance.... not that horrible actually
Late Punishment >>>>> make-up for the whole day
The post is brief cus i'm pretty busy lol....
Will try to update more details... ^^

One BOOK left.....

2009-03-18T23:13:00.004+08:00

Do the senior think we are that stupid >>>>> 2 signature for finding each things (HELL NO!!!)
plus we have the find the item's owner.... We need study you know....

3 book of The Twilight Series is read and done.... btw I don't own the first book....
See who got Breaking Dawn... maybe Esther.... maybe I should ask her tomorrow.... haha....

POLL Dance MCKL Style

2009-03-18T22:52:00.004+08:00

Poll Dance Pt 1

Poll Dance Pt 2

First thing I want to warn you all is try to turn down the volume....
Cus in the scene are 200+ i think there 300+ Pre-U student shouting/cheering at their highest pitch...
Second... they are lousy dancer man..... I won't blame you if you guys cant understand lol...
PUNISHMENT...
WE TAKE FUN SERIOUSLY

Torture Day 1

2009-03-18T17:07:00.002+08:00

We are require to wear formal/traditional clothes/high school uniform....
Rain heavily, thought it wont stop...
The student council really want to torture us...
First, we have to march at the command....
Second, National anthem (no big deal i guess)
Third, "ikrar" (like those you used to say in high school assembly... but with name of all Student Council AJK... no reading from paper btw)

Punishment>late comer

PLKN trainee who "suppose" to be the discipline one is the last one to come apparently....
so they have to receive punishment PLKN style.... boy they are serious... guys you better do as they say tommorow...

No picture today... cus i was in alert stance.... duh.... two hand behind....

Await Torture Day 2 tomorrow.... =)

I Will Have My College Post Soon

2009-03-17T23:43:00.000+08:00

It's so fun and tired..... soon..... the post......

Like Jacob Black Can't Be With Bella Swan

2009-03-17T23:40:00.001+08:00

For you I've change alot....
I have never want to care about someone so much in my life...
but you my dear... I willing to...
But I know you doesnt like me.... and treated me as a friend...
And now you've found someone you love...
You look happier than before... for that I'm glad that he came to your life...
If you ever read this my dear... I will wait... I dunno how long will I wait but I will.... trust me...
If you ever need someone to be your listener or anything... i'm willing to do so...
Just be as happy as you can...

I know this may seem like a emo post...... I dun mind....
I knew people who have the same situation will feel what I feel now....

Guys Nite Out

2009-03-17T21:32:00.003+08:00

Everything double... double pork leg, double bak kut teh execpt the vega (we got 10 hungry guys lolx)

This what happen afterward.... so clean haha...

Youngster's favourite sports - Futsal

Went to JIC yesterday to meet with Eng Hoe, Eng Aun and their fren.
Then we go play Jalan Kuchai Lama play futsal... wow, that day sure r jam..
We ate Bak Kut teh at Connaught afterward =)

Like Jacob Black Can't Be With Bella Swan

2009-03-17T21:03:00.005+08:00

Not Taylor.... Afterall.......

2009-03-14T12:29:00.002+08:00

Sry guys....... to those I say I'm going to enrol in Taylor.......
It's not possible afterall..... It's too expensive for my family financial status....
will be going to Methodist College....... Their track record are as good as "branded" college....
and cheaper......... too bad I'm so poor.....

Give Some Comment Regarding Below

2009-03-13T13:28:00.000+08:00

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

It's Still Stings

2009-03-12T23:54:00.002+08:00

It's still hurt a bit to see someone you love/loved/whatever with another person....
After awhile, it's feels nothing but numbness...

As long she's happy is all I ask in return....

Have TO Post it Anyway.......

2009-03-12T23:38:00.002+08:00

My SPM result is as below:
1 A1, 2A2, 3 B3, 3B4, 1 5C, 2 6C...........

A bit little dissapointed.......

Life goes on =)

Isaac Making Me More Nervous Than Ever

2009-03-11T22:08:00.001+08:00

So it's the crucial 12.5 hours before the SPM 2008 results are released.

Right now most of the SPM candidates will be pretty nervous, knowing that a big part of their future life depends upon those letters printed on that semi-transparent piece of paper issued by the Ministry of Education.

Amidst the tides of well-wishers and other encouragements, one can't help but to hope against hope that the results will be none other than the coveted straight 1A's. The obvious reason behind this hope is the years of drumming by parents and teachers and friends alike about the importance of obtaining good grades, if not excellent ones.

So, one would definitely hope for the best when he/she opens the results slip tomorrow morning.
(if the person has the guts to go early to face the facts)

The immediate reaction upon setting one's eyes upon one's grades could range from that of astonishment or pure joy to that of dismay and distress. Some, however, give those around them a know-it-already-cos-i-expected-it kind of look.

Those who practice good self-restraint would probably bestow a beaming smile to those around.

Those who are more expressive would pump their fists in the air and whoop or scream (in delight or disgust)

Still others may go on a high-fiving spree around the school office and staffroom and end up hugging the principal. (oh dear)

Then there'll be those who hang their heads and look like they're destined for the gallows.
Or they may burst into uncontrollable tears and wail in anguish.
Or they may choose to kick the bucket (extreme case - irrational thinking)

However, the results are actually waiting in the school office, just to be kept there until the appropriate time, which is about 12 hours and 19 minutes from now.
At least, that's what I hope.
I don't hope that the results will be delivered to the school by mail tomorrow morning because that will DEFINITELY cause delays.

And after what I've heard about the STPM results (dragged till 2 pm.. =.=). erm.. please.. NO.

And of course.. I have to congratulate all my friends who just received their STPM results yesterday upon their FANTASTIC performance. :D
*wishing them all the best of luck in their future undertakings*

Now back to tomorrow.
To be in school by 10, that is the aim.
Traffic jams beware.
12 hours and 12 minutes more.

(Copyright By Isaac Tay)

2009-03-10T09:10:00.000+08:00

2 more days till SPM result day

White Lie

2009-03-08T19:37:00.004+08:00

I guess it is what it meant all the along/all the time.......
In the web below tips section......
I just deceive myself with illusion that I though would happen...... like in a fairytale.........

At first I don't believe what it say.... sigh.....
but............

Wikihow

Decided

2009-03-07T18:27:00.002+08:00

Decided on something........
That I can't seem to get over with......
All I can do is wait........
I only can be me......

No use work up something that.....
something that you can't have......

Bukasai Fair

2009-03-07T11:49:00.003+08:00

5th of March, UCSI's Bukasai Fair
I went to the wrong campus that day...
end up walking to the correct campus.....
The fair is a success....
Kinda feel like something you experienced in Japan.....
Went alone but luckily got Christal even though she have to work =)

Waterfall

2009-03-07T11:38:00.004+08:00

Taken during my trip to Gua Tempurung
I think waterfall is beautiful so took some of the pic.
Hope you guys like it =)

Officially Jobless

2009-03-06T23:02:00.001+08:00

Finally..... last day at work.....
now waiting for SPM result....
me so worry haha

Countdown

2009-03-04T01:01:00.002+08:00

Although it is not officially announce by the Ministry of Education. It is believe that SPM result for 2008 will be out at 12th of March.

OMG it's 10 days away......
Wish me luck to get good result ^^

Will update soon....

2009-02-28T00:19:00.001+08:00

A bit lazy this days......
And don't feel like updating........
I will update as soon i feeling better ^^

I wish she know how i Felt

2009-02-26T21:47:00.002+08:00

It really hurts that I can't spend every single day, hour, minute, second with you.
It's even worse when your heart was not point towards me.

Sigh..................

Feel like crying but the tears just won't come out.

Look What I got Today ^^ My Passed Driving Test

2009-02-23T23:21:00.004+08:00

Taken about 1oam. Was hot like hell and we are not allow to switch the air-con. Lucky it is morning. My leg was shaking and cold sweating. At least i got through it without any problem.

This is even longer. Need to wait 200 people. Starting, everyone is coming back late but about 1.30pm. "All hell breaks loose", not really la. Just that the examiner wanted to finish it in a hurry.

I've done 76 out of 132 stupid thing ^^

2009-02-17T21:04:00.003+08:00

Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(X) Drank Alcohol

SO FAR: 1

Level 2
(X) Are / Been In Love
( ) Been Dumped
(X) Shoplifted
( ) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 3

Level 3
( ) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(X) Skipped School
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(X) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 5

Level 4
(X) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(X) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 7

Level 5
(X) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
(X) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 9

Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(X) Taken Pain Killers
(X) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(X) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
( ) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 12

Level 7
(X) Had A Tea Party
(X) Flown A Kite
(X) Built A Sand Castle
(X) Gone mudding
( ) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 16

Level 8
(X) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledging
(X) Cheated While Playing A Game
(X) Been Lonely
(X) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO FAR: 20

Level 9
(X) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake
SO FAR: 21

Level 10
(X) Been Tickled
(X) Been Robbed / Vandalized
( ) Been cheated on
(X) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 24

Level 11
( ) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(X) Had Detention (==")
( ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 25

Level 12
( ) Had / Have Braces
(X) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 26

Level 13
( ) Hated The Way You Look
( ) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(X) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 27

Level 14
(X) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(X) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(X) Swam In The Ocean
(X) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 31

Level 15
(X) Cried Yourself To Sleep
( ) Played Cops And Robbers
( ) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(X) Sang Karaoke
(X) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 32

Level 16
(X) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(X) Made a Prank Phone Call
(X) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 35

Level 17
( ) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
( ) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(X) Blown Bubbles
(X) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere

SO FAR: 37

Level 18
(X) Crashed A Party
(X) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(X) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(X) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey (O_O")

SO FAR: 41

Level 19
( ) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
(X) Swore at the teacher, in front of them
( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 42

Level 20
(X) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
(X) Kissed A Fish
( ) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(X) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 45

Level 21
(X) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(X) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(X) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR: 48

Level 22
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(X) Climbed A Tree
(X) Had/Been In A Tree House.
(X) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 51

Level 23
(X) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
(X) Visited Jail

SO FAR: 53

Level 24
(X) Played Chicken
(X) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
( ) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
(X) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 58

Level 25
(X) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later (I did this many times when I was small)
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(X) Caught A Butterfly
(X) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(X) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 62

Level 26
(X) Mooned/Flashed Someone
( ) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(X) Cheated On A Test
(X) Forgotten Someone's Name
( ) French Braided Someones Hair (my little sister's hair and she always loves it)
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
(X) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
(X) Tried to hurt yourself

SO FAR: 67

Level 27
(X) Rode A Roller Coaster
(X) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
(X) Had A Cavity
( ) Black-Mailed Someone
(X) Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 71

Level 28
(X) Been Used
(X) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat
(X) Bitten Someone
(X) Licked Someone

SO FAR: 75

Level 29
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
(X) Flattened someone's tyres
( ) Rode your car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas

SO FAR/TOTAL: 76

I wan to tagged:
1. Lenna (muacks ^^)
2. Christal (revenge time hehe)
3. Eng Aun (tagged)
4. Darren
5. Others who read my blog.

Tagged By Christal Yin Ping

2009-02-17T20:44:00.002+08:00

Rules:

Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end choose as much people as you like to be tagged. You have to tagged the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

1. I love to hang out with friends
2. I love outdoor activities (hiking, paintball, mountain biking)
3. Love my friends, teachers, anyone I know (except for some) and my family.
4. Currently in love with someone.
5. Going to go to college soon, Taylors here I come.
6. Going to take driving test next monday
7. Hoping to get at least 11A1 for SPM
8. Hope to be with her always.
9. Going to get a car really soon.
10. Just got my lappie b4 CNY (now typing with it)
11. Love to eat, I mean ReAlly
12. LOve anime, especially mecha
13. Love almost any music as long it don't irritates me
14. Currently reading New Moon by Stephanie Meyer
15. Trying to get someone a present although I would only give him/her few months later
16. Missing someone 24-7
17. I want to study LAW if possible.
18. Just got a jie (she really nice)
19. Get a girlfriend soon I hope.
20. Dunno want to change my phone anot
21. Missing the joyous past at school
22. Been sleeping very little (3- 7 everyday)
23. Wish me luck on the driving test.
24. Headache currently
25. Hmmm...... let's save some for next time kay.

I want to TAgged Christal and anyone that read my blog.

Scribble

2009-02-16T00:05:00.004+08:00

Just some update on my ever boring life lolxD
Today went out whole day.
Suddenly receive a call from cousin that: my car broken down la, can you came over. I was like duh!, sigh. Well at least he willing to upgrade my lappie for half what outiside offers (i mean the cost)

Balakong....let's say is some place I don't really know much, so i go google-ed it. lol
It turns out that cous house is just bout 15 min walk from Lenna's. (i'm bored so i enter everyone's address into Google Earth0

It turns out i took the wrong bus. Seriously. U41, wasn't going to Belakong is "Jusco Belakong", kay have to walk like 40 min. I studied the map so I dont think i got lost (maybe a few wrong turn)

Drop Lappie over cous then go to find Lenna to give her something, it's a Valentine present actually (if i don't her now, i think my sis will somehow make it her's)
I was dehydrating, weather is so hot. Thanks for the cup of cold water Lenna, it really helps.

When i'm going back only i realise that there is bus coming through here too. Haiz, why i didn took that one. Went to Pavilion after that. Watch Underworld 3.
It was very good. Mainly the movie is very bloody, with bit of humour and romance. Here one of the joke (shorten version) >>>> Lucian is the first generation of werewolf which transform between werewolf and human, which known as lycan.
Lucian: Are u afraid of me?
Human: Yes
Lucian: I don't bite....... I don't bite that much
You have to watch it to get the meaning. Lolx

Before went back, da bao something at Pudu Wei Sek Gai.

Pavilion First Anniversary (yay.... what do i yay for haha)

I bet girls will dream their whole life to get a birthday present like this one. Hehe

My Aunt Homemade Yu Seng (nice colour)

No. 1 reason why this country is in such a mess... currently.....

Oi, oldman, stop acting la. You lost so get lost.

Took it while waiting.

Me, the mirror so dusty. Lol

What A Fool Am I

2009-02-13T20:23:00.002+08:00

Trying to sneak out my dad's car during valentine day behind my mom and dad while they are at sandakan.

Why do I have to test drive the night before.
Now i'm stuck at home, my plan gone down the drain and i'm lonely.
Sigh, *smack*smack* blame my own foolishness

Tagged by Darren

2009-02-10T00:54:00.002+08:00

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle mode.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 3 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

iF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Bye Bye - Mariah Carey (am i so rude? haha)

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Make A Move - Lost Prophets (Don't really know what it mean about)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Extraordinary Girl - Green Day (what a coincidence haha)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Higher - Creed (Feel high today after some alcohol not drunk u know)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
She Will Be Loved - Maroon 5 (agree nod nod)

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Follow Me - Rocket Boys

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Day After Day - Beat Crusaders

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Bride In Dream - 02 Jam (should be groom in dream haha)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Friends - Stephanie/Gundam 00 Ending Song (this lappie sure understand me hehe)

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
It's Not Your Fault - New Found Glory (What answer it's this, I dun think anyone will get nice answer haha)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Never Let You Go - Third Eye Blind

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY
Can't Smile Without You - Barry Manilow

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
L-O-V-E-L-Y yume miru Lovely Boy - Pokemon Movie 7 Ending Song (lovely? how?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Satisfaction - Benni Benasi

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Everything I do I do it for you - Bryan Adam (nice lol)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Together - Fumie Akioyoshi (cheerful song, suit me well enough, don't the one I love/care/know attend a sad funeral)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
Tremble for My Beloved - Collective Souls

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Highway Blue - Marc Seales (I dun scare highway, I love it Xp)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Keep Holding On - Avril Lavigne

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Face - Beck (face what? lolxD)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Always and Forever - DJ Splash

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Duh......

Tag:
1.Lenna - Revenge Time haha
2.Tan Yee Won - will you do it for me? Xp haha jokin
3.Au Huo Syan - dude I miss the old days

Freaking Tired

2009-02-09T01:24:00.001+08:00

Bah GAH ARGHhhhhhh
Don't want to care anymore.
I freaking wanna go out, but hey going out alone is the worst
Working home working home working home
Cant this be any more boring
Who cares..... Nobody cares......
I better off get bang by a truck.

Tagged by Lenna

2009-02-08T10:06:00.004+08:00

Tag by Lenna
Directions :
Once you have been tagged,
you have to write a post with sixteen random things,
habits or goals about you.

At the end,
choose five people to be tagged,
listing their names and why you chose them.

Don't forget to leave a comment
(who u tagged tagged!?, and to read your blog, you can't tag a person who tagged you.)

Fact 1: I'm still single (seriously)
Fact 2: Love black and white (my cupboard full of that colour)
Fact 3: Miss going out with friends
Fact 4: Going to get my driving license at the end or the month
Fact 5: I think I'm a bit too fat
Fact 6 : Enjoy watching beautiful girls (I don't fall in love that easily, there is/was only 2) (was 1, is 1)
Fact 7 : Wanna get a car really badly, who's cares as long as there is 4 wheels and it can speed up to 150km/h
Fact 8: My hair look really ugly now, going to redo after I get my driving license
Fact 9: Enjoy reading other people blog
Fact 10: There is a feeling I can't get rid of and it hurts from time to time
Fact 11: Mood change really fast, given there is something to change it
Fact 12: Love any song as long it's nice
Fact 13 : Praying very hard to get the course I want
Fact 14 : Currently working, duh, who won't unless they resume their study
Fact 15: Currently thinking what to write
Fact 16: I loves to seeing the one I love smile, happy and cuddle with me

Really lazy to type ==, but I'm done, hurray

1. Darren - Let's keep him busy shall we?
2. Esther Chung - primary schoolmate, miss her haha
3. Audrey Yap - girl.. learn to chill, this is something to let u voice out haha
4. Isaac Tay - our famous facts machine, now now spill facts about urself
5. Anyone that want to do this tagged

50 thing men wish women knew

2009-02-07T16:40:00.000+08:00

1. Express yourself. It makes us proud, even if someone thinks you're wrong.

2. You look hot in running shoes and shorts. And that top thingy with the stripes.

3. Bare, tan shoulders are underrated.

4. If you think I’m speeding now, you should see me drive when you're not in the car.

5. If you're truly interested in us, don't play hard to get.

6. Shopping is a chore, not an activity.

7. When I screw up, go ahead and tell me—once.

8. No question need ever be asked through a closed bathroom door if I'm inside. I love you less with each syllable you utter.

9. I'm hot for you, not your sister or your friend or your coworker.

10. My guy friends. Not only are they not negotiable, they’re your best sign that I’m not a whack job.

11. Don't be afraid to ditch the makeup. Natural is sexier.

12. Leave the eyebrows alone. Plucked ain't pretty.

13. You can have sex with us any time you want. Seriously.

14. When the game is on, we will pay attention to you if you're nice about it. Bark, and we shut down.

15. I don't ask for directions because I’m just happy to be driving. Anywhere.

16. Masturbation is merely practice for the big game. Encourage it.

17. We crave hugs and hand-holding too. And no, it doesn't always have to lead to sex.

18. But you can have sex with us any time you want. Did we mention that?

19. There's no better sound in the world than you, having an orgasm.

20. Though the exhaust note of a Porsche Boxster is pretty damn fine, too.

21. I just may lie to make you feel good. Don’t be angry about this. You really weren't looking for the truth anyway.

22. When you get angry over some stupid little pointless thing, I question your intelligence.

23. You’re really bad at faking it.

24. If I offer my help while you're getting ready, it means you’re late.

25. Never ask me to pick out your outfit. (See above.) I will invariably get it wrong and make us even more late.

26. Giving me two or three choices, however, can be fun. Assuming you will change outfits in front of me. Slowly.

27. Err on the side of hot; I love to show you off.

28. Unless we're meeting my parents.

29. When you call us at work "just to chat," we're not really listening; we're checking our e-mail.

30. Spring means baseball and skirts. Doesn't need to be a mini-skirt; it's been a long winter.

31. Chicks who drink beer are hot. Better yet: chicks who drink beer and watch the game. Better still: chicks who buy us a beer during the game.

32. We don't mind being told we look good. Just don't call it a "cute outfit."

33. We love ponytails.

34. Being good in bed means a) enthusiasm; b) a sense of humor; and sometimes c) patience.

35. The first time? We're as nervous as you are.

36. A random unexpected grope is always welcome, even in public. Especially in public.

37. Make us laugh and we'll want to hang around.

38. Yes, I laugh really loud around the guys. And I always will, so deal.

39. Sure, men stereotypically like to solve a woman's problems. But a woman who solves her own while we watch? Instant erection.

40. You can pick the movie, but have a reason.

41. Do not expect to have a conversation via text message unless you use the words "naked" and "waiting."

42. Sometimes we wonder why any woman would want to be with us, much less someone as amazing as you. So, thanks.

43. Anytime you cook for us, we're happy.

44. If you can hit a golf ball 150 yards, we just might fall in love.

45. No, I don't remember what he said next. Or she. Or anybody, for that matter. I'm a guy, not a tape recorder.

46. We love you even more because you know we need to go out with the guys once in a while.

47. And we love it when you hang with us guys, too.

48. We have a keen sense of imminent danger. It sounds like, "Do you think she's pretty?"

49. Don't rely on us for keeping you up on the news.

50. Never say, "I know you better than you know yourself." Nobody does.

Credit go to Darren. Thanks dude. and wherever he found it Xp

Exhaustion

2009-02-05T19:44:00.001+08:00

Exhausted, is what my status now.
Been playing dota this whole week after work. Xp
So boring so play lo haha
4 days in a row I've been sleeping at 2am and wake up at 7am. (I know some of my friend can
stand it but I'm at my limit now)
Extreme lack of sleep.
Today go back must sleep liao, if not I scare faint during work.

Now, which I still working (this is written while I working)
no other energy to think other things.
I have my "brains" full lolx
On one brain (hand) i have to focus on keeping myself awake.
On the other brain I have to make sure I doesn't make any mistake haha, pathethic isn't it
lolx

Oh yeah, about the gathering, outsider can join also hehe, just let me know via handphone (would
not want to bring a total stranger to there haha) lmited to 2 person though. It's my primary
gathering after all XD

Back to work b4 my boss scold Xp

Primary Gathering

2009-02-05T00:01:00.002+08:00

Next Sat, 14th Feb Valentine Day. Kay, most of us are still single. (I think that's the reason why they have it on that day XD
Comforting each other on that sad day. Haha, just jokin.
Any primary who saw my blog post, drop ur msg at the chatbox.
Send email to me if can.
I will inform you with details.
Stay tuned hehe.

Post 101th

2009-02-04T22:39:00.002+08:00

Wow, when I start blogging I was like when I'm going to reach 100th post.
It's been a long way. Haha.
Anyway hope anyone who still reading my blog and am stilling reading, cont to support me. ^^

Kay,
about today, went to Wisma Genting apply for job.
I was sweating in my shoe (u get what i mean, did u? XD)
The interviewer is a sweet mid age lady, glad she was no that guru disipline type hehe
So it was overall okay, went back to work after that.

So much for today. =)

What would Girls Like to Receive During Valentine Day

2009-02-02T23:26:00.001+08:00

It's just my curiousity.
Girls, you write it at the chatbox =D

Nothing Much

2009-02-02T23:08:00.002+08:00

Really lazy to blog about CNY.
And I'm sure am lazy, even for taking photo.
Sorry Guys, no photo this time too. XD
Tomorrow go wisma genting for an interview, wish me luck Haha.

Usually when I'm busy or happy laughing, I tend to forget everything.
Temporary leaving the"reality" behind.
But when I'm alone some feeling I trying to escape/forget come out.
Really don't like this side of me. Sigh.

Now this been out mind for now and feeling better.
It's time to sleep, working.............. haha

Driving

2009-02-01T14:43:00.002+08:00

It is really fun to drive.
Except when there is a massive jam especially with manual.
haha

No pic, what do you expect.
Two hand on stering (i really forgot how it spells) lol
Two leg three paddle (why do they make it like this)

"If that thing wasn't meant for you, it's meaningless even you got it"

At Last

2009-01-31T12:19:00.002+08:00

Actually I should be taking at least one driving lesson but due to unexpected situation (dengue fever) I was forced to skip it.

Today going to have one at last and wish me luck =)

New Moon - New Beginning

2009-01-29T20:57:00.004+08:00

Lenna My dear,
none of this is your fault, so stop apologising

now all i want to do is to get over it
definitely we still can be friends,
like in the past if you have any trouble you can still find me
i will still listen to you

The only I want to do now is to bury myself in work and try to get into college

Audrey, sorry for worrying you.
Appreciate your concern.

Now this is settle, better to enjoy the remaining CNY =D

This is something I bought today haha.
It's been out of stock for several month.
Bought it once it caught I eye lol
It is to mend my broken heart (haha, jokin jokin only, Lenna don't mind Xp)
one thing though, the price do really pack a punch. Ouch. I know for some of you this is nothing. Lol

I think I'll just follow his advice

2009-01-28T22:44:00.001+08:00

Ask a question at yahoo answer!

That's what I get
One of the answer:

Silver, I'm going to be the bearer of bad news, here. This girl is clearly not interested. "busy" is clearly an excuse. Women have been conditioned by us men (especially the needy and desperate types) to never actually come right out and say "no". She thinks that she is sparing your feelings. What she does not realize is the level of confusion she is causing you. If I were you, I would stop asking her out and look elsewhere. This one is not worth the effort, and you are only hurting yourself and your chances with several good girls who WOULD give you the time of day by focusing on this one "fox". I am sure that she is beautiful, but remember this: if she is beautiful, SHE CAN HURT YOU if you let her. If she were truly interested, she could make at least one hour of room in her "hectic" schedule. But as it is, Silver, you're to her what the Cleveland Browns are to the NFL playoffs: on the outside...permanently.

When she tells you that she's busy, you should say, "Well, that's understandable. Call me when you're free." And then forget that she exists. After all, she's pretty much done the same to you.

2009-01-28T09:41:00.001+08:00

Well well i guess i should not feel bad.
Just crapping around

2009-01-26T01:55:00.001+08:00

Just trying to forget her yet.............

Anyway Chinese New Year are now and I should be happy. Save this things after CNY la.

Happy CNY =D

2009-01-24T22:41:00.002+08:00

As I'm working my CNY won't be one week long.
Well at least still got holiday haha.

Some of my plan during CNY
Sun- go to grandma house for reunion dinner (although we always go there for dinner but the atmosphere will be really different hehe)
Mon- stop by my mom's company open day before go to grandma house bai nian, should be staying at home whole day like last year (ppl is coming though)
Tue- go back to Tanjung Sepak to meet with all the relative (really really miss them)
Wed- if Lenna at home then go her house bai nian haha
Thurs, Fri- working sob sob
Sat, Sun- go learn driving (i miss it twice thanks to denggi), might got chance to esther's (my cute mei) house bai nian

That's all for now. Stay tuned.
Everyone have fun =)

Let It Go

2009-01-19T23:31:00.001+08:00

That's the only thing I can do I guess.

2009-01-19T14:11:00.002+08:00

I wish to be loved by someone other than family (i mean special)
it is something that have felt to realise its existance
of course i won't want it to be anyone,
just that someone i really like.

Currently Unavailable

2009-01-15T19:41:00.001+08:00

Having Dengue Fever

Primary Gathering

2009-01-13T20:50:00.005+08:00

It's been a long time since the last gathering.
Really have a nice time there.
Shin Wee, thanks for summoning us Xp.

Yvonne and Lung Chuin (doesn't they look like a couple? lol)

Yee Kee and Soon Vin (she laugh like hell, and kesian Soon Vin la. Came right after working. Always our class songbird)

Him again lol. (8 years same class =)

The last time I remember she's like a gnome. Small and cute. Now become leng lui dy.

My favourite teacher. Thanks for your care and kindness. =)

Live very near me. Hi neighbour. Tee hee. (not really la)

My "Stepsister". She still single. Very cute rite? Anyone want to know her?

The 2nd Mock. The 1st one working. Haha

It shows how tall am I. Muahaha. Claim to be our class kononya

A Bit Tired From Everything

2009-01-13T19:50:00.001+08:00

So yeah, tired about life, about what to in the future and so on so forth.
As for work, still have to do though. No work = no money. Then that will be too sad.

Sick

2009-01-12T18:44:00.001+08:00

Been sick since yesterday night.
Major fever and headache haha.
Woke up several times in the night.

Feeling better now after seeing doctor =)

All I Want Is You

2009-01-12T07:21:00.004+08:00

I wish you will love me as you do to your previous **
I can wait but its painful to see you sad.
Everytime you are sad, I blame my helpless self.
I wish I can take all your pain and suffer by myself.
Cus your smile is the only thing that keeps me going.
You are the one whom I love the most.

I may not know the reason why you don't accept me.
But I want you to know that I will love you always.
Lenna I Love You.

P.S : If she saw this don't know what her reaction but still curious Xp

Glad

2009-01-11T20:59:00.001+08:00

Happy that you feel a lot better.
I always like the you that smile always =)

If..........

2009-01-11T00:07:00.005+08:00

If you ever change your mind, and feels like having a relationship.
I will be there waiting.
Just tell me the first thing you've change your mind.
I always wanted you to get better things in life.
So whatever decision you made I will respect it.
But Baby, remember.
Whenever things get harder in life, I will be right beside you.
I will help you with in every way I could.

How Many Times Did I Ask?

2009-01-10T18:46:00.002+08:00

1................... 2.................... 3.................... 4..................... 5.................... 6......................... 7....................... 8................. 9..................... 10.................... 11..................... 12.....................
don't know, lose count already.

Who am I to you?
Who am I to try forcing you have a date with you? But you are the one.......... Argh, never mind.
Who am I to try ask you to be together with me?
Who am I to bother you every minit second of my life and your life?
Who am I? A boyfriend? A best friend? A good friend? A normal friend? A familiar stranger.
In fact I'm nobody. NOBODY!!!!!!!!

I don't care if you all reader saw just ranting ranting and ranting. It's my blog remember. I will write what I feel like writing. Hmph.

Down, Confused, Conflict whatever u call it

2009-01-10T01:49:00.002+08:00

她说她也喜欢我，可是为何不肯和我在一起呢。
我真的很乱。
先说声对不起，如果你看得明白。
这都不关你的错，是我不对。

Am I Hallucilating?

2009-01-10T00:27:00.003+08:00

Dunno, I feel something wrong

My love for you I can't ignore;
My heart I need not let explore.
For one day my darling in time you will see.
Your love for me, it was meant to be.
Until that day I vow unto you;
To love you, be faithful and always be true.
Please my Love, I'll do the right thing.
Never let go, hold me under you're wing.
For I have no desire to venture away;
I'll never let go, I'm here to stay.
So as long as you love me, one day you'll well know.
Our love for each other, in time it will grow.

I Miss Her

2009-01-08T23:25:00.001+08:00

Miss her very much.
That she busy with college and everything.
But its okay as long she still keep in touch with me

I Know

2009-01-07T23:06:00.007+08:00

I know! I know!! I know!!! I know!!!!
She's not mine.
I love her. I want her to be happy.
As long she is happy, I don't mind being the only one sad.
I don't intentional try to own her. I'm really don't. For that I apologize.
Maybe I should leave her alone for few days.
But the watch runs slow without her in my life.

"All I wanted is for her to be happy"

First Official Salary

2009-01-06T23:04:00.001+08:00

Finally get my salary today. =)

Apologize to Lenna. Really sorry. Dun mad kay?

Promise

2009-01-05T21:28:00.003+08:00

Congrat to Lenna starting college today.

Don't know for some reason this word appear in my head.
Promise.

She will be very busy now on. Mayb I should stop disturbing so much.
I don't think she can go this few days. So I think I will just go shop for clothes myself. Maybe Mid Valley gua.
Thanks anyway for the good intention.

Personality Test

2009-01-04T18:35:00.001+08:00

Career Inventory Test Results

Extroversion	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	40%
Emotional Stability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	33%
Orderliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Altruism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Inquisitiveness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	53%

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Some Update

2009-01-04T13:32:00.004+08:00

Some of the random pic. Last two week no time to upload pic. Now this is some update.

Pictures of my baby cousin. Isn't he adorable haha. My favourite. Forgot edit hehe. XP

Tang Yuan Tang Yuan Wo Ai Ni. Lol. My grandma specialty. Ate 4 bowl that day.

Me. Tee hee :)

That day go education fair with Lenna and her friend. Then his bro drop me off ts. Nice movie.

This one from Richard ^^

And this one from Eng Aun, Eng Hoe, Eng Lee's mom. Gosh 3 brothers haha

All the present I receive from Eng Hoe's church christmas party. I'm pretty surprise. Thanks alot =) even thought I'm not their church member

Meet a new friend but older than me alot. Erm not alot la, just 3 years haha. She give xmas card to everyone there.

Dream

2009-01-03T10:00:00.006+08:00

Just now just wake up from a very sweet dream.
Dream about a date with her in somewhere I don't really recognize.
She's all mine for that day, she seem so happy.
That my frozen heart melts by her smile.

Quote:
After I wake up from dreaming about you,
I have the biggest smile on my face,
then it quickly fades away,
cause I realize that it was just a dream,
& you`re not really mine

我想她应该是有喜欢的对象吧

被拒绝

2009-01-03T01:59:00.000+08:00

心痛

女生拒绝的方法

2009-01-03T01:24:00.003+08:00

第一次告白就被拒绝了，和黄色HIGHLIGHT的有九成像
我暂时不想交男朋友——闪边啦！你还不到我心中帅哥标准的一半。
我从来没想过这个问题——这根本是不可能的嘛！别做白日梦啦。
我们还是当朋友好了——其实你还是有多余的利用价值。

我想我真的不适合你——我根本就没有喜欢过你。

我觉得我需要更多一点的空间——我不想看到你啦！

其实你人很好——我不想跟你在一起。

你人真的真的很好……真的——猪头，离我远一点。

我不想伤害我们之间的友谊——我们之间也永远只会有友谊。

你这样让我感到很尴尬——我无法强迫自己说我不想说的答案。

我的心中牵挂着一个人——那个人是我特地虚设特意用来挡像你这种人的。

朋友才是长久的，不是吗？——想当我男朋友，自己不照照镜子。

我不适合当个情人——废话，没有人会适合当你情人的啦。

你给我时间考虑——没给我时间，我怎么跑得掉……

我们的距离太远了——当个朋友就不错了，还想有的，没门。

你的条件真的很好——你的条件真的还没好到我想要的地步。

可是…这样好怪…真的很怪——你这丑八怪……怪成这样还想吃天鹅肉？

我觉得男女之间是真的有纯友谊的——对，没错，我和你之间就真的只可能有纯友谊。

但你的温柔我会铭记在心的——情圣！光温柔是没用的，还需要钱！

我一直没有勇气接受你——看到你差点吓死……哪里还有勇气？

你真的很可爱——你真的很幼稚。

你真的是超级可爱耶——猪头！不要像小朋友一样黏啦！

遇到你，总会让我重温童年的快乐——感觉就像阿姨遇到小弟一样。

我觉得你很乖耶——穿得俗不拉基的，一看就知道跟你出去不好玩。

我们应该给彼此一点缓冲时间——给你时间滚！你再不走，我真的会翻脸！

上次迟到真的很不好意思——先迟到给你看，下次我绝对不会到！

别人都说你条件不错耶——我从来没这样认为过。

如果我们早一点认识就好了——说不定你会早点觉悟。

别急嘛，我们可以先作朋友——我可以趁这个时候找男朋友。

我没勇气

2009-01-02T00:06:00.004+08:00

每当我看见或传简讯，她那开心的样子。
我的勇气全都泄了。面对她我没办法对她告白。
我怕我向她告白后，这些快乐的时光永远离我而去。
我真的不知所措。有谁能够告诉我做么吗？

2009 First Post

2009-01-01T13:16:00.001+08:00

I will upload photo later. Today very tired.
Happy New Year guys X)
and of course to my beloved Lenna. Xp

救生圈

2008-12-30T19:54:00.003+08:00

我知道她不想和我更发展更亲密的关系。
我知道当中有很多因素好像她的父母亲，学业还有其他的原因。
我不希望她愿意当我的女友。
只想当你的救生圈。
唯一的遗憾就是永远不能靠岸。

我猜你和他应该是闹得很激烈
否则你不会任性的亲吻我的脸
每次在爱情里搁浅我才有幸被你想念
原来忠诚不过是爱情最致命的弱点

* 为什么我只配当你的救生圈
在你和他之间隐约的再浮现
若有一天我也深陷
谁来给我及时的救援
为什么我只配当你的救生圈
永远都等不到靠岸的一天
为了让你脱险飘在海面
(你总是忽略了是我太傻了)

我猜你和他应该爱得很激烈
否则你不会忘了曾亲吻我的脸
每当你回到他身边你就不会对我想念
原来忠诚不过是爱情最致命的弱点

Distance

2008-12-30T00:18:00.002+08:00

I'm someone who pretty much think for to much for my own good.
Sometimes I feel pain yet put on smile when interact with people, a mask to hide feeling, emotion, thought. Without it, it will feel like strips in front of people.

Anyway, something should not be say in order to protect other's feeling.

There's something I not happy, actually feeling helpless. If your guys knew what's in my head, you will think I'm a selfish jerk.

So no detail, don't ask me what. For now just accept the fact that things "written" in face are just only a mask, nothing more nothing less.

I don't how should I feel but it's better not to tell that person.

What I Felt When I Wake Up Today

2008-12-29T17:23:00.001+08:00

After I wake up from dreaming about you,
I have the biggest smile on my face,
then it quickly fades away,
cause I realize that it was just a dream,
& you`re not really mine

Numb

2008-12-29T01:46:00.002+08:00

Maybe it's the alcohol, maybe it's the dissapointment, maybe it's the hope, maybe I just realise, maybe I matured, maybe I childish, maybe..........................
but all I feel are numbness.

"Whenever life seems to drift you away from me, I can't help but cry. You've grown to be such a part of me that without you life is no more than a desperate sigh. They do say love comes and goes, and to that I disagree. So, here's my hand, take it and don't let go of me."

Virgo - Earth Element

2008-12-28T17:16:00.004+08:00

Earth God and Earth Goddess - Taurus, Virgo, Capricorn

Like our grand mountains, our Earth Gods and Goddess are noble, exquisite, and big-hearted. They are the providers and a constant givers, but they need to be given back to, or they withdraw completely, to replenish their own resources. Giving back to Earth.. with simple appreciation, respect, and recognition is their fuel to work hard and provide for you. Earth God and Goddess are materialistic, so if you really want to impress them, you will make sacrificial offerings and spoil them with expensive gifts. Sacrificing your wallet or your emotions shows your admiration for all their hard work. Earth's world is about the solid things in life, like such things as a beautiful home, a reputable spouse, well-behaved children, luscious property, expensive jewelry, fine fashion, self-owned and operated business, and other "things" in general. Not to make the Earth God and Goddess sound negative, but they are focused on the "things' in life - because "things" are more stable - than the energy and emotions from others. Their world can sometimes be a pretty rocky world, therefore "things" can't hurt them or disrupt their private world.... like people can. Many times, you will find the Earth God and Goddess more of a loner, than a people-person.... as this is something they usually choose later in life, to escape all the unappreciative people who have used and abused their kindness and gifts.

Pressure from outside influences can interrupt their peaceful and quiet being. Yes, they may feel like a natural loner, but Earth truly needs to supported whether they realizes it or not (They are the only Earth floating in our solar system ya know!). Earth tends to stand alone, and exist on its own, even as a parent, a spouse, or as a career person.Earth sets very high goals - which are sometimes unreachable (like their giant mountains) in both relationships and in business, and Earth can easily become overworked and strained, as they have their own desires to take care of - while providing for yours too. Without the right support (or personal fuel of appreciation and respect) the Earth God and Goddess will feel painfully lethargic, depressed, and victimized. They are strong and stubborn like their enormous mountains... with a hard exterior, and feeling incapable of changing quickly. They are strong-minded, and have no interest to changing their focus. It's not that they don't want to, but feel incapable at times. They can be quite patient and determined... which will sometimes bring on frustration by the limitation of their element earth.... as big mountains do not just move or change for anyone..... unless weathered with time. After months or years of gentle pressure, they will eventually evolve.... whether that would be by the force of emotional raging waters.... fierce cutting winds of communication... or passionate fire storms. Earth can be temporarily beaten by the storm... but will continue to stand strong, to replenish themselves.

Conflicts

2008-12-28T16:03:00.002+08:00

All Man made up of good and evil. What differs from good and evil is self control.
Everyone has their dark side. And I am but very very ordinary person.

Everyday conflicts happen. Some hurts more than the other, some more important than the other, some matters more than the other.

I wan to work but doesn't wan to lose my holiday time.
Wan money but dun feel like working.
Wan her to be happy but feel sad when she made her choices.
Hope to grow up yet long for the time during teenage life.

An undelivered present..........
Maybe it's meant to stay undelivered forever............

Thank You

2008-12-27T19:25:00.002+08:00

Thank you for filling my life with colours for the pass half a year,
Thank you for lighthening my days,
Thank you for listening to me when I was sad, angry, frustrated, happy,
Thank you for consoling me when I was weak and vulnerable,
Thank you for giving me strength when I needed the most,
Thank you for everything.

I wish there is something I could do for you.

Stargazing

2008-12-27T16:55:00.003+08:00

I get what you mean.
I'll keep my distance, not meddling with your family matter.
Stop asking you out. I will be fine, just fine.

I will only watch you from afar from someplace, somewhere.
A stargazer gaze at the stars.
Allow me to do this at least.

What A Guy Should Not Do

2008-12-26T19:59:00.002+08:00

A guy should never make a girl cry or sad. But of course if that's your sister then I no comment la. You know what I mean.

By chance, I had do something similar for the pass few day. Now when I think about it back. I was the biggest jerk.

Girls are made to be fragile, sensitive, emotional, caring and to be loved by Man.

We Belong To A Different World

2008-12-25T23:43:00.002+08:00

Now I truly realise. How different she and I. In term of family background, teaching, interest. No use lingering over her like that. A guy have to know when to give up sometimes.

Xmas

2008-12-25T08:37:00.002+08:00

Today got one whole afternoon to waste. Anyone know me and is going to times square plz give me a call maybe we can meet up.

Night go eng hoe's party. Hope it will turn out to be okay. My xmas's history kinda bad. XP

Anyway merry christmas. =)

We Do Not Belong Together

2008-12-25T00:11:00.002+08:00

Its time to get myself out of this fanstasy that i had in mind.
We came from different world. She go places that I never dream of my entire life even I willing to die for it.
It's time to let go. Dunno I got the will to forget and see her as any other friend.
Sigh. Christmas maybe one of the best day of the year for most of people.
But for me....... something I wish it do not happen, happen at this cursed day.

Merry Christmas mortal.
Sincerely wishing my friends, family and everyone in this world a merry christmas. And of course to HER which probably wont know my feelings towards HER