My Heart melts whenever she smile

Saturday 28 February 2009

Will update soon....

A bit lazy this days......
And don't feel like updating........
I will update as soon i feeling better ^^

Thursday 26 February 2009

I wish she know how i Felt

It really hurts that I can't spend every single day, hour, minute, second with you.
It's even worse when your heart was not point towards me.

Sigh..................

Feel like crying but the tears just won't come out.

Monday 23 February 2009

Look What I got Today ^^ My Passed Driving Test

Taken about 1oam. Was hot like hell and we are not allow to switch the air-con. Lucky it is morning. My leg was shaking and cold sweating. At least i got through it without any problem.



This is even longer. Need to wait 200 people. Starting, everyone is coming back late but about 1.30pm. "All hell breaks loose", not really la. Just that the examiner wanted to finish it in a hurry.

Tuesday 17 February 2009

I've done 76 out of 132 stupid thing ^^

Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar

( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex

(X) Drank Alcohol


SO FAR: 1


Level 2
(X) Are / Been In Love

( ) Been Dumped

(X) Shoplifted

( ) Been Fired

( ) Been In A Fist Fight


SO FAR: 3


Level 3
( ) Had A Crush On An Older Person

(X) Skipped School

( ) Slept With A Co-worker

(X) Seen Someone / Something Die


SO FAR: 5


Level 4

(X) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends

( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(X) Been On A Plane

( ) Thrown Up From Drinking


SO FAR: 7

Level 5
(X) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
(X) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 9

Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(X) Taken Pain Killers
(X) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(X) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
( ) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 12

Level 7
(X) Had A Tea Party
(X) Flown A Kite
(X) Built A Sand Castle
(X) Gone mudding
( ) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 16

Level 8
(X) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledging
(X) Cheated While Playing A Game
(X) Been Lonely
(X) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO FAR: 20

Level 9
(X) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake
SO FAR: 21

Level 10
(X) Been Tickled
(X) Been Robbed / Vandalized
( ) Been cheated on
(X) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 24

Level 11
( ) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(X) Had Detention (==")
( ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 25

Level 12
( ) Had / Have Braces
(X) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 26

Level 13
( ) Hated The Way You Look
( ) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(X) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 27

Level 14
(X) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(X) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(X) Swam In The Ocean
(X) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 31

Level 15
(X) Cried Yourself To Sleep
( ) Played Cops And Robbers
( ) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(X) Sang Karaoke
(X) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 32

Level 16
(X) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(X) Made a Prank Phone Call
(X) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 35

Level 17
( ) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
( ) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(X) Blown Bubbles
(X) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere

SO FAR: 37

Level 18
(X) Crashed A Party
(X) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(X) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(X) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey (O_O")

SO FAR: 41

Level 19
( ) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
(X) Swore at the teacher, in front of them
( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 42

Level 20
(X) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
(X) Kissed A Fish
( ) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(X) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 45

Level 21
(X) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(X) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(X) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR: 48

Level 22
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(X) Climbed A Tree
(X) Had/Been In A Tree House.
(X) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 51

Level 23
(X) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
(X) Visited Jail

SO FAR: 53

Level 24
(X) Played Chicken
(X) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
( ) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
(X) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 58

Level 25
(X) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later (I did this many times when I was small)
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(X) Caught A Butterfly
(X) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(X) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 62

Level 26
(X) Mooned/Flashed Someone
( ) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(X) Cheated On A Test
(X) Forgotten Someone's Name
( ) French Braided Someones Hair (my little sister's hair and she always loves it)
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
(X) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
(X) Tried to hurt yourself

SO FAR: 67

Level 27
(X) Rode A Roller Coaster
(X) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
(X) Had A Cavity
( ) Black-Mailed Someone
(X) Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 71

Level 28
(X) Been Used
(X) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat
(X) Bitten Someone
(X) Licked Someone

SO FAR: 75

Level 29
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
(X) Flattened someone's tyres
( ) Rode your car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas

SO FAR/TOTAL: 76

I wan to tagged:
1. Lenna (muacks ^^)
2. Christal (revenge time hehe)
3.
Eng Aun (tagged)
4. Darren
5. Others who read my blog.

Tagged By Christal Yin Ping

Rules:

Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end choose as much people as you like to be tagged. You have to tagged the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

1. I love to hang out with friends
2. I love outdoor activities (hiking, paintball, mountain biking)
3. Love my friends, teachers, anyone I know (except for some) and my family.
4. Currently in love with someone.
5. Going to go to college soon, Taylors here I come.
6. Going to take driving test next monday
7. Hoping to get at least 11A1 for SPM
8. Hope to be with her always.
9. Going to get a car really soon.
10. Just got my lappie b4 CNY (now typing with it)
11. Love to eat, I mean ReAlly
12. LOve anime, especially mecha
13. Love almost any music as long it don't irritates me
14. Currently reading New Moon by Stephanie Meyer
15. Trying to get someone a present although I would only give him/her few months later
16. Missing someone 24-7
17. I want to study LAW if possible.
18. Just got a jie (she really nice)
19. Get a girlfriend soon I hope.
20. Dunno want to change my phone anot
21. Missing the joyous past at school
22. Been sleeping very little (3- 7 everyday)
23. Wish me luck on the driving test.
24. Headache currently
25. Hmmm...... let's save some for next time kay.

I want to TAgged Christal and anyone that read my blog.

Monday 16 February 2009

Scribble

Just some update on my ever boring life lolxD
Today went out whole day.
Suddenly receive a call from cousin that: my car broken down la, can you came over. I was like duh!, sigh. Well at least he willing to upgrade my lappie for half what outiside offers (i mean the cost)

Balakong....let's say is some place I don't really know much, so i go google-ed it. lol
It turns out that cous house is just bout 15 min walk from Lenna's. (i'm bored so i enter everyone's address into Google Earth0

It turns out i took the wrong bus. Seriously. U41, wasn't going to Belakong is "Jusco Belakong", kay have to walk like 40 min. I studied the map so I dont think i got lost (maybe a few wrong turn)

Drop Lappie over cous then go to find Lenna to give her something, it's a Valentine present actually (if i don't her now, i think my sis will somehow make it her's)
I was dehydrating, weather is so hot. Thanks for the cup of cold water Lenna, it really helps.

When i'm going back only i realise that there is bus coming through here too. Haiz, why i didn took that one. Went to Pavilion after that. Watch Underworld 3.
It was very good. Mainly the movie is very bloody, with bit of humour and romance. Here one of the joke (shorten version) >>>> Lucian is the first generation of werewolf which transform between werewolf and human, which known as lycan.
Lucian: A
re u afraid of me?
Human: Yes
Lucian: I don't bite....... I don't bite that much
You have to watch it to get the meaning. Lolx

Before went back, da bao something at Pudu Wei Sek Gai.

Pavilion First Anniversary (yay.... what do i yay for haha)

I bet girls will dream their whole life to get a birthday present like this one. Hehe


My Aunt Homemade Yu Seng (nice colour)

No. 1 reason why this country is in such a mess... currently.....

Oi, oldman, stop acting la. You lost so get lost.

Took it while waiting.

Me, the mirror so dusty. Lol

Friday 13 February 2009

What A Fool Am I

Trying to sneak out my dad's car during valentine day behind my mom and dad while they are at sandakan.

Why do I have to test drive the night before.
Now i'm stuck at home, my plan gone down the drain and i'm lonely.
Sigh, *smack*smack* blame my own foolishness

Tuesday 10 February 2009

Tagged by Darren

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle mode.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 3 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!


iF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Bye Bye - Mariah Carey (am i so rude? haha)

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Make A Move - Lost Prophets (Don't really know what it mean about)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Extraordinary Girl - Green Day (what a coincidence haha)


HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Higher - Creed (Feel high today after some alcohol not drunk u know)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
She Will Be Loved - Maroon 5 (agree nod nod)

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Follow Me - Rocket Boys

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Day After Day - Beat Crusaders

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Bride In Dream - 02 Jam (should be groom in dream haha)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Friends - Stephanie/Gundam 00 Ending Song (this lappie sure understand me hehe)

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
It's Not Your Fault - New Found Glory (What answer it's this, I dun think anyone will get nice answer haha)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Never Let You Go - Third Eye Blind

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY
Can't Smile Without You - Barry Manilow

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
L-O-V-E-L-Y yume miru Lovely Boy - Pokemon Movie 7 Ending Song (lovely? how?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Satisfaction - Benni Benasi

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Everything I do I do it for you - Bryan Adam (nice lol)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Together - Fumie Akioyoshi (cheerful song, suit me well enough, don't the one I love/care/know attend a sad funeral)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
Tremble for My Beloved - Collective Souls

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Highway Blue - Marc Seales (I dun scare highway, I love it Xp)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Keep Holding On - Avril Lavigne

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Face - Beck (face what? lolxD)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Always and Forever - DJ Splash

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Duh......

Tag:
1.Lenna - Revenge Time haha
2.Tan Yee Won - will you do it for me? Xp haha jokin
3.Au Huo Syan - dude I miss the old days

Monday 9 February 2009

Freaking Tired

Bah GAH ARGHhhhhhh
Don't want to care anymore.
I freaking wanna go out, but hey going out alone is the worst
Working home working home working home
Cant this be any more boring
Who cares..... Nobody cares......
I better off get bang by a truck.

Sunday 8 February 2009

Tagged by Lenna

Tag by Lenna
Directions :
Once you have been tagged,
you have to write a post with sixteen random things,
habits or goals about you.

At the end,
choose five people to be tagged,
listing their names and why you chose them.

Don't forget to leave a comment
(who u tagged tagged!?, and to read your blog, you can't tag a person who tagged you.)

Fact 1: I'm still single (seriously)
Fact 2: Love black and white (my cupboard full of that colour)
Fact 3: Miss going out with friends
Fact 4: Going to get my driving license at the end or the month
Fact 5: I think I'm a bit too fat
Fact 6 : Enjoy watching beautiful girls (I don't fall in love that easily, there is/was only 2) (was 1, is 1)
Fact 7 : Wanna get a car really badly, who's cares as long as there is 4 wheels and it can speed up to 150km/h
Fact 8: My hair look really ugly now, going to redo after I get my driving license
Fact 9: Enjoy reading other people blog
Fact 10: There is a feeling I can't get rid of and it hurts from time to time
Fact 11: Mood change really fast, given there is something to change it
Fact 12: Love any song as long it's nice
Fact 13 : Praying very hard to get the course I want
Fact 14 : Currently working, duh, who won't unless they resume their study
Fact 15: Currently thinking what to write
Fact 16: I loves to seeing the one I love smile, happy and cuddle with me

Really lazy to type ==, but I'm done, hurray

1. Darren - Let's keep him busy shall we?
2. Esther Chung - primary schoolmate, miss her haha
3. Audrey Yap - girl.. learn to chill, this is something to let u voice out haha
4. Isaac Tay - our famous facts machine, now now spill facts about urself
5. Anyone that want to do this tagged

Saturday 7 February 2009

50 thing men wish women knew

1. Express yourself. It makes us proud, even if someone thinks you're wrong.

2. You look hot in running shoes and shorts. And that top thingy with the stripes.

3. Bare, tan shoulders are underrated.

4. If you think I’m speeding now, you should see me drive when you're not in the car.

5. If you're truly interested in us, don't play hard to get.

6. Shopping is a chore, not an activity.

7. When I screw up, go ahead and tell me—once.

8. No question need ever be asked through a closed bathroom door if I'm inside. I love you less with each syllable you utter.

9. I'm hot for you, not your sister or your friend or your coworker.

10. My guy friends. Not only are they not negotiable, they’re your best sign that I’m not a whack job.


11. Don't be afraid to ditch the makeup. Natural is sexier.

12. Leave the eyebrows alone. Plucked ain't pretty.

13. You can have sex with us any time you want. Seriously.

14. When the game is on, we will pay attention to you if you're nice about it. Bark, and we shut down.

15. I don't ask for directions because I’m just happy to be driving. Anywhere.

16. Masturbation is merely practice for the big game. Encourage it.

17. We crave hugs and hand-holding too. And no, it doesn't always have to lead to sex.

18. But you can have sex with us any time you want. Did we mention that?

19. There's no better sound in the world than you, having an orgasm.

20. Though the exhaust note of a Porsche Boxster is pretty damn fine, too.

21. I just may lie to make you feel good. Don’t be angry about this. You really weren't looking for the truth anyway.

22. When you get angry over some stupid little pointless thing, I question your intelligence.

23. You’re really bad at faking it.

24. If I offer my help while you're getting ready, it means you’re late.

25. Never ask me to pick out your outfit. (See above.) I will invariably get it wrong and make us even more late.

26. Giving me two or three choices, however, can be fun. Assuming you will change outfits in front of me. Slowly.

27. Err on the side of hot; I love to show you off.

28. Unless we're meeting my parents.

29. When you call us at work "just to chat," we're not really listening; we're checking our e-mail.

30. Spring means baseball and skirts. Doesn't need to be a mini-skirt; it's been a long winter.

31. Chicks who drink beer are hot. Better yet: chicks who drink beer and watch the game. Better still: chicks who buy us a beer during the game.

32. We don't mind being told we look good. Just don't call it a "cute outfit."

33. We love ponytails.

34. Being good in bed means a) enthusiasm; b) a sense of humor; and sometimes c) patience.

35. The first time? We're as nervous as you are.

36. A random unexpected grope is always welcome, even in public. Especially in public.

37. Make us laugh and we'll want to hang around.

38. Yes, I laugh really loud around the guys. And I always will, so deal.

39. Sure, men stereotypically like to solve a woman's problems. But a woman who solves her own while we watch? Instant erection.

40. You can pick the movie, but have a reason.

41. Do not expect to have a conversation via text message unless you use the words "naked" and "waiting."

42. Sometimes we wonder why any woman would want to be with us, much less someone as amazing as you. So, thanks.

43. Anytime you cook for us, we're happy.

44. If you can hit a golf ball 150 yards, we just might fall in love.

45. No, I don't remember what he said next. Or she. Or anybody, for that matter. I'm a guy, not a tape recorder.

46. We love you even more because you know we need to go out with the guys once in a while.

47. And we love it when you hang with us guys, too.

48. We have a keen sense of imminent danger. It sounds like, "Do you think she's pretty?"

49. Don't rely on us for keeping you up on the news.

50. Never say, "I know you better than you know yourself." Nobody does.

Credit go to Darren. Thanks dude. and wherever he found it Xp

Thursday 5 February 2009

Exhaustion

Exhausted, is what my status now.
Been playing dota this whole week after work. Xp
So boring so play lo haha
4 days in a row I've been sleeping at 2am and wake up at 7am. (I know some of my friend can
stand it but I'm at my limit now)
Extreme lack of sleep.
Today go back must sleep liao, if not I scare faint during work.

Now, which I still working (this is written while I working)
no other energy to think other things.
I have my "brains" full lolx
On one brain (hand) i have to focus on keeping myself awake.
On the other brain I have to make sure I doesn't make any mistake haha, pathethic isn't it
lolx

Oh yeah, about the gathering, outsider can join also hehe, just let me know via handphone (would
not want to bring a total stranger to there haha) lmited to 2 person though. It's my primary
gathering after all XD

Back to work b4 my boss scold Xp

Primary Gathering

Next Sat, 14th Feb Valentine Day. Kay, most of us are still single. (I think that's the reason why they have it on that day XD
Comforting each other on that sad day. Haha, just jokin.
Any primary who saw my blog post, drop ur msg at the chatbox.
Send email to me if can.
I will inform you with details.
Stay tuned hehe.

Wednesday 4 February 2009

Post 101th

Wow, when I start blogging I was like when I'm going to reach 100th post.
It's been a long way. Haha.
Anyway hope anyone who still reading my blog and am stilling reading, cont to support me. ^^

Kay,
about today, went to Wisma Genting apply for job.
I was sweating in my shoe (u get what i mean, did u? XD)
The interviewer is a sweet mid age lady, glad she was no that guru disipline type hehe
So it was overall okay, went back to work after that.

So much for today. =)

Monday 2 February 2009

What would Girls Like to Receive During Valentine Day

It's just my curiousity.
Girls, you write it at the chatbox =D

Nothing Much

Really lazy to blog about CNY.
And I'm sure am lazy, even for taking photo.
Sorry Guys, no photo this time too. XD
Tomorrow go wisma genting for an interview, wish me luck Haha.



Usually when I'm busy or happy laughing, I tend to forget everything.
Temporary leaving the"reality" behind.
But when I'm alone some feeling I trying to escape/forget come out.
Really don't like this side of me. Sigh.

Now this been out mind for now and feeling better.
It's time to sleep, working.............. haha

Sunday 1 February 2009

Driving

It is really fun to drive.
Except when there is a massive jam especially with manual.
haha

No pic, what do you expect.
Two hand on stering (i really forgot how it spells) lol
Two leg three paddle (why do they make it like this)

"If that thing wasn't meant for you, it's meaningless even you got it"